I wish everyone could be happy
and not cause so much drama
and depression
and I hate that I can't help anyone
but all I can do is sit and listen


gdsoufh;sdifj;psdfj.




life for now = sleeping a lot, some partying, a lot of sitting around, a lot of seeing The High Court.
I fucking love my friends at home, and life, but cannot wait to get back to Chicago.
I miss a LOT of people, and I miss just hanging out until 8 AM, talking and sitting around and whatever.

I cannot wait to actually get shit together with my band, we barely have three songs but already I feel like we have so much going for us... if this goes somewhere, I will be beyond happy.
Everybody and their mother knows I was made to go on stage and play music. It seems like everything I've done in my life is just preparing me for what's ahead.
Which makes sense, but it probably reads different than how I think it.


I hate sounding like a hippie here, but I seriously think everyone just needs to lie around listening to good, chill music and think once in a while.




and by the way, my family should be a reality TV show. Legit. Some of the stuff that goes on is just insanity.



goodnight.